It was horrible.
It happened yesterday. I actually wanted to get sleep paralysis at first, but then i wanted to lucid dream instead.
I tried having a lucid dream during the day ( what use would it be to have one at night? ) but i fell asleep at around five o'clock and woke up at ten at night. I stayed up all night till around 4:30am.
I wanted to sleep ( normally ) because i was tired. So i fell asleep.
I had a dream. I'm not sure what it was about. But i'm pretty sure i was spinning on a chair. Then i said "Im dreaming."
So i "woke up". Mind you i was sleeping on my side, facing the wall. I heard this awful, terrifying noise. It was so loud, i was so scared. I realised it was sleep paralysis.
I felt a light pressure on my shoulder that was pointing towards the ceiling. I did not see any hallucinations, as i said i was facing my wall.
I didn't even try to move or speak, because the noise scared me so much. Im certain it wasn't a dream. It was too real.
I closed my eyes again and thought "please just stop…" and they did. I finally actually woke up, and i was terrified. Just incase it was a lucid dream, i tried the "finger through the hand" reality check. It wasn't one. I was so relieved.
I went on my iPad for the rest of the night. I couldn't go back to sleep.
My grandpa died that day as well ( i wasn't sad, i hardly knew him. Yes i feel guilty. ) if it helps.
Was it sleep paralysis? Will it happen again? I'm terrified it will, and i don't want it to.
Thank you.
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