Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Why does my ex/bf get hard with porn but not with me?

Okay I have been with my bf for 4 years… Before this I was his best friend for 6 years… I know he has had this problem with other girls … But that was with drugs and alcohol … stuff involved and (before you say it no… That's literally impossible and not an option… So if your going to say that DON'T BOTHER ) well if u see my other post we broke up before Christmas due to him taking videos up girls skirts in slow motion at the mall alone ( meanwhile I was picking up an extra shift at work cuz I bought him an iPad and needed more money … ) and he went to counseling for a little bit after where she said "it had nothing to do with me " … And I have ALL guy friends and as gross as it sound I no they have gotten hard when on drugs or alcohol? They tell me … I'm like one of the guys… But even after he did that to me I felt so insecure and so not confident and I'm a bartender so I tell some customers I'm friends with. Or my guy friends .. Or even "rebounders" … And they have all said idk why he would do that to u… I was expecting something to be really wrong with you .. Like a 11 toes… Or for me to smell … or be gross or etc etc… And that he couldn't find anything Wrong with me and any customers or friends said they can't see anything wrong with me and I seem perfect… And I don't say this out loud but all the horrible things he has done I think just the opposite … At this point I KNOW something must be wrong with me for him to do this… And we still live together so earlier today I was doing laundry and he kept talking about having sex and I said he only wants to if I'm busy… So i put porn up in my computer and told him to jerk off and when i was done.we could… And I could tell clearly he was hard… And than finally I was putting the last load in the dryer turned around he was right there… Won't get into details but we had a pretty hot session right before we went to do it right by the washer/dryer and than he just wasn't hard

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