Sunday, December 6, 2015
I don't understand my feelings. Hate?
Idk what's wrong with me.
Well. My brother is 36
My sister is 27
And I'm 16 (girl)
I just feel, that my mom feels like she's done with raising kids, because she already has 2 grown adults.
And the fact that my brother and sister are fully related and I'm their half sister doesn't really help either.
Even though my mom says that they apparently "treat me all the same" I don't really buy it, they have to love each other more anyway.
I feel like there's always gonna be a gap. A joke that they're all in on, excluding me.
And when I do something stupid (like forget the password to my iPad and disable it) they all yell at me and shake their heads.
I'm a nuisance.
They already have their lives, I'm not even close to their age. They've already been through what I'm going through, lived through what I have yet to live through.
If i died, I think they'd grieve me.
Probably.
I just, I don't even know what I'm feeling.
I want to go to a college 2,000 miles away. Because maybe it'll get better. If I leave them alone?
Either that, or…
I couldn't be able to talk to them about it. I'm not that close to them. We don't have serious "talks" I don't want to start now.
They're usually arguments, between me and my mom.
She says I'm worthless, useless, a whore (when I wear sweatshirts and jeans but no jacket) there's so many names.
I feel empty most of the time. Especially when I see my best friend with her awesome family.
What's my problem? /:
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IPad Air 2 sound not playing?
When I play sound it makes a continuous buzzing sound like when your to has no signal. Please help me quick or do I need to take it to store because I have warranty
Added (1). Btw I meant tv not to, my stupid autocorrect did that
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Should I get the iPhone6 plus to replace my iPad mini?
I got the iPhone 6 about 9 or 10 months ago and my iPad mini is working is working slower and slower each day. I would really love to use just one device and get an iPhone 6 plus, but can it replace an iPad mini? I used to use it for school notes and I still use it for text books (Although it's not that great for textbooks). I recently splurged and got a Macbook air 11 inch, so now I use that for class, I can carry it in my purse. I want to know, is the iPhone 6 plus useful for casual reading and web browsing, since I am using my mac for school? Is it worth it?
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Is there a current jailbreak for iOS 9.1?
Is there a current jailbreak for iOS 9.1?
Added (1). Using an iPad Mini 3
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Will those born in the 2000s be smarter than older people?
With Ipads and technology its possible don't ya think?
Added (1). People born in the 2000s do have some potential though.
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I want to buy an iPad with a 2 year contract?
I have been saving up for an iPad Air 32gb and noticed the one on Verizon.com is offered with a two year contract, however it is Way cheaper. Can you kinda explain what the two year contract is and the pros and cons?
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How to watch the patriots game today on my iPad, I'm in Kcmo and they're not televising it?
How to watch the patriots game today on my iPad, I'm in Kcmo and they're not televising it?
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Can I set up my iPhone with data from my iPad and old iPhone?
I have purchased a new iPhone and want to move everything from my iPad and old phone to the new one. Is this possible. If so how can I do it
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