Hi! So today I have this really sweet English teacher and I'm worried that think she suspects something about my past eating disorder?
I had anorexia last year, and I'm still trying to recover and have a lot of trouble gaining weight and with the concept of being heavier. Because of this, I always have a tab open for calorie counting on my iPad (to make sure I have enough). Anyway, the other day I had a question about one of our assignments because I wasn't sure which webpage to go to, so she just said 'o here, let me-" and she pulled it up for me but she kinda got quiet afterwards and didn't really say anything (which is unusual because she's normally very chatty).
I also frequently wear a lot of baggy clothing, don't speak much in her class, look down a lot, and tap my foot quite a bit (bc I can't help myself eating makes me so anxious and I have her class shortly before lunch).
Anyway, I was just wondering if you think she's noticed anything weird about me/would think any differently about me after seeing that tab open on my iPad.
I don't have anorexia anymore, but I'm worried that she thinks I do? Thanks~
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