Why did he Treat me so BAD is it because Im UGLY?!

I catfished my ex this weekend i made this fake profile with this really hot girl and talked to him for 2 days then set up a date and once he saw me instead of her he started laughing and was like " i can't believe you did all this just to f**k me and get your iPad back i was really getting into that girl F**K YOU" he told me the only way i was gonna get my iPad back was to give him some(since i catfished him) so he took me to his house it felt like r@pe he just bent me over with no kissing or foreplay at all and just went in it dry like a savage:( he didnt even wanna kiss me i had to sneak a kiss i felt so ugly and unwanted:( he DIDNT EVEN COMPLIMENT ME OR TREAT ME NICE LIKE HE DID WITH MY FAKE PROFILE ***** HE KEPT CALLING HER BEAUTIFUL AND DID NOT ONCE CALL ME BEAUTFIUL:( IS THIS NORMAL FOR ME TO BE JEALOUS? Am I NOT beautiful? We dated before so i know he use to think i was hot i asked him did he find me ugly now he said i was still hot but i think he was lying:"( AND PLUS HE LOCKED ME OUT OF MY IPAD HE REFUSED TO GIVE ME THE NEW PASSWORD So I CAN DELETE All OF HIS SH!T ON IT So BASCIALLY I CANT EVEN USE IT AND WAS LIKE "GOOD LUCK PLAYING WITH YOUR LOCKED IPAD LIL THOTTY" isn't that wrong? :(

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