Tuesday, July 9, 2013

I don't feel the same like I did before?

Hi my name is Christian I'm 13 years old.My sister moved out in a bad term and we still talk and stuff but when my sister talked on the phone to the family she told us stuff that I was going to burst out crying. She's 18 but she's depressed she's lost in life, she lost so much weight she's pale, she works at stop and shop working like a dog, nobody goes to that stop and shop anymore because a new super super market just opened a few min away, we'll my sister was bursting out crying saying "I was thinking about doing stupid stuff, I'm lost in life I don't know what to do anymore." My family cried but she doesn't want to come back home because my parents are strict and we are portuguese everything has to be clean first, but I just really miss her. We had freedom and everything but my parents would make up with her and be happy like normal, but I can't take myself.It's 5:42 AM and I'm just dark in my room alone on my ipad an I'm very sad I miss her. I look at pictures and stuff but idk what to do, I have messed up sleeping hours, I sleep all day thinking about how to solve our problems, and today my mom did a huge prayer on her to keep the evil away from her thank god she felt the pressure to be happier but I'm still sad. I can't see her like this she would take me to places like Starbucks and stuff, and my parents tried getting her a car and everything but she won't come back. She's living with my step sister who I want to punch she does weed and my sister has to get out of their, but my stepsisters love, has parents who take in people in need, and are so sweet, but my sister has to get out of their my parents and I brothers and sistes, want her to come home. I admit it, I'm depressed, it's summer I don't hang out with friends just sleep and go on my ipad I'm sad :'(

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